Zen,
You were born into a different world.
When you look, when you watch — you see everything. The world is there for you.
There’s a cartoon You who floats free in dreams.
You are a scampering monkey. You are an acrobat. You are God’s own debt collector!
You are also Mayhem, the Goddess of War. Your quarry cannot escape you. They die in droves.
They shouldn’t have hurt your Mommy.